I...

I was strong.
I was brave.
I was in love.
I was loved.

I thought one drink to loosen up.
I thought that was all it was.
I was wrong.

I am not brave.
I am not strong.
I am not in love.
I am not loved.

I have lost my innocence.
I can not go on with my shame!
I will never find anyone that could ever love me past and all.
I will be strong again.
I will be brave again.
I will be in love again.
I will be loved again.
I will make it through.
I will go on with my shame.
I will over come everything.
I will find someone who can love me past and all.

I am strong again.
I am brave again.
I am in love again.
I am loved again.

I have make it through.
I have over come everything.
I have found someone that loves me past and all.

I have survived!!!